Cripper - Vicious Condition / Inhibitor lyrics

I got it done while no one saw it Removed the fright and did not tell Not alone but solely I turned your head and walked away I can't keep what I don't have But throw away the need to own Bet the players want to play Open a side pot I'm all in Vicious condition Perdition on demand A shelter of hatred The cradle of relief Oh darling, my inhibitor My heart is occupied No substitute and no relief I made myself a prisoner I'm not the one you thought I am And I'm no longer who I was Things I heard and plans that failed Shoes are worn out, paths blind When pressure reached a certain climax My knot untied just fell apart The ones I hate and try to escape from Once were the ones I needed most The scalp replanted back to your head Does not fit and looks grotesque Yes, I once wished you were dead Never prayed that you should die