Cripper - Clean lyrics

Losing, living, losing grip Feeling, taking, feel like sh** I came here with nothing But leaving now means leaving everything behind I've pushed you farther than you'd go I'm not your lover Not your enemy Why would you push all the bu*tons, open any door And what I wish for Is you wide awake But you feel like rain in my head Brainwash me clean See, hate is no surprise We fought everything we could Synchronized our intentions Until we lost what we had found I've pushed you farther than you'd go I'm not your lover Not your enemy Why would you push all the bu*tons, open any door And what I wish for Is you wide awake But you feel like rain in my head Brainwash me clean Oh, well That's good I'm alright And it's getting even better now Remind me why I wanted this job Because I'm starting to forget Don't say no, say okay As if saying so will make it so I've pushed you farther than you'd go I'm not your lover Not your enemy Why would you push all the bu*tons, open any door And what I wish for Is you wide awake But you feel like rain in my head Brainwash me clean Who wanted those silly flowers in the backyard And what about this we thing anyway