Cripla - Mornin' Chill lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1: Swami Netero] Waking up To mornin' chill/ Feel the rain pourin' still As I wait for warmth to k**/ The numbness In my fingers and my toes/ Feel like my scrotum froze from the cold That I'm forced to undergo, hope you know/ It hurts your soul Sleeping in a park/ You start to lose the heart to be hard All alone in the dark/ Partly cuz You don't feel loved/ You and your girl just broke up And your dad won't budge/ You asked him Just to let you stay a week/ You're apartments getting cleaned And you'll give him EBT so he can eat/ And still left you on the street To sleep for nine nights/ Life was in the twilight Looking back in hindsight/ Cause I was blindsided By affection/ My heart had been arrested By a s**y little Mexican, most definite/ We'd text a bit And after a few short months/ I decided she was the one So I packed up all my stuff/ And moved up to Oregon So I could be a little closer/ The day that it was over I was sleeping on the floor/ Trying to bolster Up the courage not to quit/ Went through it as a kid And I swore that I never would again/ So you can Imagine my reaction/ It practically impacted me to rack 100 packets Of some Aspirin just to smash them/ And have them end the suffering Steady wondering/ If I never took the bus to get Up here, what it/ Would've been like Right now/ Would I be Sleeping on the ground anyhow?/ Or would I be, at a party With the homies, getting down?/ Or maybe in another town Six feet underground?/ Maybe I was bound For this decision?/ Maybe it was written that I'd die Before I get some recognition in the business?/ I'm gifted, but my senses Just don't tell me any different/ I'm helpless So I might as well quit living/ But I didn't, I bundled up And waited for the dawn to hit/ Cause mornin' chill is just another obstacle To block you from the positive/ [Outro]