Criminal Damage - My Escape lyrics

as i greet another day and my mind begins to think the last one rushes back and the weight is back again sleep a brief respite from a hole inside my chest gotta keep moving on and make it through the day time is supposed to heal, but nothing seems to change just want to get myself and my head in a better place want to feel the world rush by and put my pain behind me, put a hundred miles between it and me want to feel my nerves slow down as adrenaline pa**es through me. need a lonely road just to get away spent another night nursing pain inside my room drinking doesn't help when it's only just too soon know a false way out isn't gonna ease my pain this time gotta get away and give my mind a break need to face the world, but there's only so much i can take see her living shadow in everything all around me want to feel the world rush by and put my pain behind me, put a hundred miles between it and me want to feel my nerves slow down as adrenaline pa**es through me. need a lonely road just to get away i just want to get away and make it through another f**ed up day i just want to get away it's my escape