Cplex - Shut Down lyrics

This is pain at its finest I've been homeless for ten years, I'm just being honest Still fresh dripping tears, living plain like I'm Amish No money in my pocket, no morals So I'm sorry if your wife gave me oral She's a freak, you shoulda seen it But I thought with the brain and not the penis You's the homie, so I walk by Cuz if you can't get it, I can't waste this time Investing words to save friendship But I guess my advice don't mean sh**, what the f** I lose more friends than s**m cells I even lost my son, this hurts as well What's up Will It's tough right? Having kids can f** up your life Like a nuke dropped from a plane that took flight You shot mines down But I'm doing me And congrats I heard you're not Mercedes What else can I do for n***as I lost friends over bottles of liquor Buds, b**hes, food, s** So when you cross me just don't say sh** No need to apologize keep it moving My actions is what keeps me laughing Not towards the bank like a bunch of masked men Strap in and enjoy your lives I'm about mines Don't worry my n***a cuz this is my time, this is my time I told y'all n***as, I got this