Covenant - Invisible & Silent lyrics

I'm tricked by your smile Want to be forgiven Waiting for the battle Aching for belief But your answer is wrong And my spirit is broken Like choirs in the winter Singing out of key I am silent Invisible to you While I count the days gone by I am silent Invisible to you While I shape the things to come I am silent Invisible to you While I count the days gone by I try so hard To fight for an illusion Holding my breath Biting my tongue I try to cope So give me a reason I'm waiting for help I'm trapped by my guilt Want to be forgotten Tired of the noise Aching for relief But your anger is gone And my silence is golden Like fires on the water Drifting out of reach 2x I am silent Invisible to you While I count the days gone by I am silent Invisible to you While I shape the things to come I am silent Invisible to you While I count the days gone by