Courtney Ballard - Meet Me At The Bottom lyrics

[Intro: Ekoh] We're all trying to find a diamond in the rough Until we find out a diamond's not enough It never was it never will be But the truth of the matter is this feeling will probably k** me [Verse 1: Ekoh] A funeral for friends A means without an end A heart that's still broke And a letter I never sent When you left I understood, but that pain was subsided Looking at a home with the throne that's still divided A king without a queen, and a beauty that's seldom seen A sleep without a dream is no reality to me, huh? So this is everything I meant to say but held it back? Like f** the insults that validate the traits I lack You try to act like I didn't know your intentions But love is just a word, true love is an invention Affection, based on the high of pointless erections, and consequences everyone forgets to mention I sealed this letter in an envelope this is for me I gotta get it out regardless if you choose to read Let it go so I can move along, and start again Even though we both know the only place my heart has been [Hook: Nick Long and Ekoh] Even though you leave me, you'll still meet me at the bottom (You can meet me at the bottom) No one left beside me, so you can find me where i've always been (Yea, you can find me at the bottom) Always been [Verse 2: Ekoh] We're all looking for that counterpoint to be until we figure out no matter what that point will always leave It always has it always will because we got a hole to fill The height of the love with that drop after that always k**s I wrote this letter so I didn't have to hear rebu*tal f** happy I'm just trying to make it through the struggle I never saw the signs between losing and trying to find and searching through every insecurity for this mastermind Another mastermind manipulate the situation, racing to the bottom I will meet you set the time and place it's Always been the same, but still I was afraid to speak So let's bury these issues with our trusts inside the sheets That's why we can't sleep, but lay awake when we're apart I stopped counting sheep, I'm counting every single star I almost forgot who you are, and maybe that's for better It's also why I think I choose to hold onto this letter [Hook: Nick Long and Ekoh x2] [Coda: Ekoh] You can meet me at the bottom; That's the same place I've always been; Go look and you can find me We're all searching for a purpose in this fight Despite the things we know as the harsh facts of life I'm staying at the bottom, cold dark and rotten I sent a couple letters, you must not have got 'em