Costumes - Nordic Vatican (Tired of Almost Everything) lyrics

I remember what you said When I thought we were friends I'm not sure if it's something beginning Or it's just the end of a phase Like the black metal craze I'm not sure if it's something beginning Or it's just the end Why do always want to go out Your feet are going to get cold again I'm only getting your shoulders I think I'd rather be asleep now If your hands start shaking Like a greeting, politely Is it just the amphetamines That are in your bloodstream If you got someone else new Like I know that you're allowed Why do I have to pull the corkscrew At the sound of the bad news God, I'm f**ing up bad now And it's going to come out now So could you please cut the high filters And I'll stay high, I'll stay You are none of my business now I imagined what was said When they thought it was dead I'm not sure if it's something beginning Or it's just the end of a stage I'm like a child in a cage I'm not sure if it's something beginning Or it's just the end I won't disappear When you look away You don't know me Cause you've got another face Are you feeling it When you're coming down If you need a hit I'll be on the patio Did you sleep today Did you get tucked away Are you going to dye your hair It's falling everywhere On your pa**enger Like your Jackie O No one noticed Cause you're not the President On and off again Like the African in American Who is stealing anyway At the pirate bay What's the cable bill You're not capable of hiding From everything On a holiday On your merry way But don't enjoy it Cause you've got the bills to pay It's hard to face them When it's a constant reminder of all the disappointment Things can't get worse To your laughable friendships You said you'd quit or so you say But you're always disappointing or always letting me down It's hard to face them When it's a constant reminder of all the disappointment Things can't get worse Every time we talk It's the same old song You're tired of it And I'm just tired Such a disappointment Such a waste You're right and i'm worng I'm sorry