Correspondents - Inexplicable lyrics

(Chorus) Inexplicably high Inexplicably low I think I know what I want but I don't know where to go And all the while it seems that I'm living in my dreams I'm not in the now No, I'm not in the now. When I was four I raised my finger to a moving car It crashed so I a**umed I had a super power I didn't raise that finger until I was nine When a school boy attacked for the twenty-fifth time. Down I went, my index still up So convinced that he would just drop Powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop. (Chorus) At nineteen I still just about believed in God I guess that I was pretty late to shake it off Faulty magic whispered to the man who can mend I tricked myself in thinking he could cure my best friend. Two weeks in, his insides gave up If d** can't help, why would words bring him luck Powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop. (Chorus) Now my hands are pulling at the donkey's reins I feel I've done the wrong route down a dusty lane The gra** could have been greener down the first road I took I'd give half my happiness just for one look My lust to win is eating me up A game I can't win up again my clock. And powerless to make it stop Powerless to make it stop. (Chorus x3)