Corpus Delicti - Appealing Skies lyrics

The older fear, I talk to myself These empty words of hope A million days make years of sadness I wish I could hope... My loneliness's only in my head I've nowhere else to sway My dream of beauty stands in my bed I wish I could say Before I'd sleep, I'll reach my sweetness The one, I cannot share The fiendish night's the only witness I wish I could stay... awake 'till dawn sets on It shines like stars, this dust of Eve Is ordering me to hide my failures 'Cause when I'm fading though appealing skies I'm not calling you And now I'll keep on smiling Before the night is ending And now I'll keep on dreaming After the night has ended We're all alone sitting in the room Playing with my hands I know my solitude will end soon If only I can... The ghost of you lies on my pillow The monsters in my brain Reveal themselves between the shadows Of satanic friends... The oldest fear I talk myself These empty words of hate A million days make years of sadness I wish I could stay... awake 'till daws sets on It shines like stars, this dust of Eve Is ordering me to hide my failures 'Cause when I'm fading though appealing skies I'm not calling you And now I'll keep on smiling Before the night is ending And now I'll keep on dreaming After the night has ended I'm on my knees I'm praying for time to hang on And when the moment comes I swear I'll fade in your skies