Conzcept - Precognition lyrics

[V1] Got these memories that I grab hold messages on the dash board Songs we used to sing together weathered into sad songs But let me fast forward cuz only half of me is half whole Half of that is capsuled in a pastful as an a**hole Thats what i rap for to have my demons back off Rather rap my a** off and swallow my pride with bathsalts To compromise with jack offs who would k** to see my fail Half of them are popping pills the other half are still in jail Never knew how high we was until the moment that we fell Sold your soul to the devil never put mine up for sale This my letter hope you get it dont forget to check your mail Still live behind these bars no posting bail can't you tell can't you live for me Can't you try to find a way i know your caught up in the system know you seen your better days But still believe that it will make sense Prayin for your future till you forget just where your past went Sad when all your happiness is past tense Fact is all that bad sh** only happened to outlast it I hope your ears have lasted either way I hope your grasp it x2 [V2] Angels come in nothing devils wearing prada Man in the mirror saying im part of the problem Tryna get to the bottom of this rollin a spliff Thinking of sit caught in a trip never the less b**h im the best never no flaws or no nothing im blessed Can't see at all through the fog When you take into account everything thats involved Like emotions people places lets face it its getting worse Dire times in tired eyes and all the 9s that disperse Mini missiles that hit you and rip through tissue T Shirts on teens they all scream that they miss you Expected not to outlive our parents tell me what type of sh** is that Obesity depleting beings police increase the stats Suicide is the worst wish we could have em back Amanda I hope you hear me you shouldn't have gone like that Damn another cord severed another life started Scorsese sh** painting pics for my dearly departed Got me nauseous just thinking bout it Think im doomed drowning demons in 40 ounces Street subppenas for 40 ounces Counting bars like counting stars in the booth Constellations aligning blinding the scars of the truth Troubled youth they never knew feel like its gone be over soon Now you know why i be spazzing and blackin out in the booth Oh God ..they wanna know what its like to be Con Put in a state to get down for my crime Smoking the reefer to ease my mind Swig some wine f** it make it Jack You came to play I came to spazz b**h im boutta k** it gonna drill it and laugh f** life then im calling a cab Ima go get it never coming in last Still learning from my past Still trying to outlast The demons i see me but they never leaving me no