Convictions - The Will lyrics

God! I never thought it would be this hard, so hard To drown out, to drown out how I feel To see through, to see through my emotions Then I heard your call But is this for me? I'm questioning everything, everything Is this it for me? Is this what I'm supposed to be? I can't give up on the boy who made a promise two years ago But how could anyone love a selfish ego driven self titled man This is me See, I made a promise, to chase these dreams To be what I'm called to be God, is this your will Is this what you have for me? I'm questioning everything, everything Is this it for me? Is this what I'm supposed to be? I'm questioning everything, everything Is this it for me? Is this what I'm supposed to be? What I wanted and what I needed Are completly different things Why pick and choose? Why pick and choose, pick and choose? Creator, I'm leaving this all behind Creator, by God the voices have fled my mind What will remain when I'm gone? Heaven's songs about my faith in God I can't see now where my dream lives This is our prayer Is this your will, God? This is our prayer Is this your the will you have for us? This is our prayer Is this your will, God? This is our prayer Is this your the will you have for us? This is our prayer Is this your will, God? This is our prayer Is this your the will you have for us?