Conveyer - Ruined lyrics

Lust is a liar, leaving a taste so bitter in my mouth That just won't wash away I pray for the day the thought of us decays And dissolves beneath my dreams I've been culprit; everything I touch turns to disarray Ashamed of the pulpit I stand on today The love we made has lead us both astray I can't help but keep losing sleep I'm moving on, people will change This always I can count on Doomed to repetition of inconsistency Chained to obligations staring back at me Cowering under the weight of consequences I shouldn't be here, I need a second chance I need forgiveness, I need a second chance I need a way out of this mess I've made myself We've sinned in the dark, and now I can't forget Two souls tied together, drowning in regret Lust left us with a hole in our hearts Our best intentions tore us apart God, I hope You'll forgive me for treating her like this