Controller - The New Beginning lyrics

There was a point, a time, in life, that I have felt betrayed. And now a thought of starting, beginning, destined. Defeatist attitude, to self, that I have portrayed. And now I think to myself, must I remain the same. Must I begin again? Must I begin again? -Chorus- Am I wasting time, alone? Or is something showing me the way? Just keep, searching, for a place to call my own My own...... I feel, the pressure building, out of control...... Has destiny failed? Lost my patience ever bold!!! Begin again, start again....this wont let me..... I won't lose myself in the thoughts that make me......this way This way...... Must I begin again? Must I begin again? -Chorus- Am I wasting time, alone? Or is something showing me the way? I feel, the pressure building, out of control...... Has destiny failed? Lost my patience ever bold!!! I feel, the pressure building, out of control...... Has destiny failed? Lost my patience ever bold!!! I won't get in my......(4x) No, not this time.... -Chorus- Am I wasting time, alone? Or is something showing me the way? I feel, the pressure building, out of control...... Has destiny failed? Lost my patience ever bold!!! I feel, the pressure building, out of control...... Has destiny failed? Lost my patience ever bold!!! (I want to, but I got to, yes I have to face this down.....I won't get in my way)