I don't think you really want it you say you need it just to get you through I think you need a little tonic with your drink maybe that will stop you getting confused reach above you there's a bottle on the shelf no need to share you can drink it all yourself take a good swig and keep it all down start living It doesn't necessarily have to follow through maybe so but it could benefit you given the choice I know which side I would be on the side that's happy and has lots of fun get it now before it evaporates do you like it? I think it tastes great take a good swig and keep it all down start living