Constrain - Song Of Protest lyrics

I refuse to let the scars of my past define me I tried to find the bad in everything So I never could be attached I'm always on my way to sink on my way to sink I'm so f**ing far from the life I am supposed to lead To change is my creed To change is what I need I could have followed you into eternity Despite all the chaos I saw you as peace Despite all the anger I could never say no Who thought it was love that could captivate my words? All this commotion, emotions running deep as oceans setting off exploding right inside my head Your words has been demonstrating against my feelings Now step back and enjoy as you watch me explode The knife in my heart will be carving these words into your mind So the blood on your hands will stay forever I despise you more than you ever could imagine I despise you for making me feel like this I despise you for making me feel like this And the best protest I can think of is making you see that I stand on my own feet And that my life Is worth living And that my life Is worth living And that my life Is worth living I could have followed you into eternity Despite all the chaos I saw you as a peace Despite all the anger I could never say no I refuse to let the scars of my past define me I refuse to let the scars of my past define me I refuse to let the scars of my past define me I refuse to let the scars of my past define me to define me