Constantines - Life Or d**h lyrics

I keep a lighter in my pocket Since the fall of 2005 I was there Waiting on a revelation I was lucky to get out alive I was looking for a name For a place to Begin again Was I a man dreaming of a drug Or a drug dreaming of a man? Life or d**h Transmissions from the liberation front Broken English on invisible wires So far gone I didn't cast a shadow I believed I was born a liar I was looking for a name For a place to begin again I was a man losing his voice For words misused and things unsaid Life or d**h Hard won The sweet and aimless morning The second son Who learned to speak by counting Is moving on Well free of understanding I was lucking to get out alive