Conor Oberst - Purple Chin lyrics

I traveled a million miles by myself Am I here, or am I somewhere else? I'm somewhere else, and I smile as to misplace I woke up and I was face to face With some strange evil that I just can't erase And at times I guess I don't care about this (???) (????????????) But I can't let it trouble me, Not with such great possibility Will it come, Will it come? We'll just have to wait and see I have to steal what I cannot take Once I learn what's at stake (???????) Why are we still standing here, here, here, still standing here I've been pushed in, I've been thrown out I've blew up the things you only read about (??????????) Destructive blood runs through my head And all the things that are left unfed How can I sleep when my life is sick in bed? Like an airplane coming down Trying to walk or lounging around I don't know, I don't know but I can't just give up anymore You gave up, I lost ten If I had known now where I've been But someday I plan to go back there again once again I have to steal what I couldn't make Once I learned what I couldn't take And I know what was the best Each time we put the best to rest To rest, gonna put it all to rest To rest, we put it all to rest It's time I put it all to rest To rest