Connor The Wolf - 01 | It's Okay In a Day lyrics

[Verse 1] f**in' up Pills kicking in, you can't stop Lookin' in the mirror You're gone, half torn Who's that, where am I? blacked out, don't know what I done Demons Catchin' up Yeah, Yeah Suddenly the day comes, uh You wake up, realize the heartbreak as you shake up Anyone you've loved, all you had is gone All you built Burned to the floor turned to ashes Resort to whatever may help you to a**ess The pain, cause you finally realize that you're goin' insane I won't k** myself you say- You can lie to yourself, sure as hell don't se em that way Cause I can see your eyes Inside, you're already dead It's just your body you finna put to the test Downing that bottle figure the end of your sorrow's Comin' out at the bottom, soon there'll be no struggle Recapitulate, trynna make sense how it came to this Thinkin´ hard it never really makes sense, does it? The shame, madness unleashed, rock bottom- no shelter, no peace Gone from summer to winter in your head, you see You're so radical you just plain f**in' skipped autumn complete You're not even scared cause everything out there is looking so bleak And no matter how deep that blade can reach Nothing compares to the self-hatred the rage and disgust for yourself So high from the lean Cause now you can't even sleep But somehow, there's something within One last whiff of strength kickin´ in And even though you feel like a piece of sh** And you're not gone certainly not from a lack of attempt Makes you wonder doesn't it? What if I reinitialize? What can a man staring the reaper in the eye without a blink Be afraid of for as long as he's alive? [Chorus] You know- it's just Control- that you- Gotta learn to test and unfold And its- mistakes That make Your life- A wise place to learn, yeah Wise place to learn, yeah [Verse 2] ‘Cause the guilt, the pain is so strong The mirror is the scariest image you've seen Speed dial Bloody mary with the lights off Even that b**h wouldn't come and get you cause she thinks you're a freak And you feel such dread you know something inside has changed Something has died Someone cut off the light, as you try to hide, relief inside Rather not face the truth sittin in the dark Wishin' you could go to sleep- close your eyelids Never come back And the worst thing that happens is you open your eyes And somehow someway, you're still alive Hungover, pills and alcohol, makin' sure your never sober And trust me, that day you realize, it might be over, it'st your last stance When you stop screaming for help, skin is getting colder Seems like the only way through is out or under [Chorus] You know- it's just Control- that you- Gotta learn to test and unfold And its- mistakes That make Your life- A wise place to learn, yeah Wise place to learn, yeah [Verse 3] Sometimes accepting means letting go Sometimes forgiving means saying no And I learnt that from the only one I could ever love Sometimes- achievements ain't nothing more Than a reminder of how far one can come to fall And once you're down at your worse- drowning sorrows Sippin it all in, no relief in the bottom of the bottle Exposing yourself to the truth however unsubtle Coming down to pieces usin them to snap open your wrists and Coming clean k**in your ego and the voices till it seize That thing that told who you're supposed to be is gone And even though your body's torn You can begin to rebuild Cause Acceptance means starting over and letting go Being honest to yourself and giving up Quitting today to come back tomorrow stronger than ever before Cause if you went through this you'll know yeah (Just listen to this song motherf**er) [Bridge] It's okay in a day The scars fade I can barely feel the pain I know I died inside but life goes on What are you waiting for it's a new day out there It's a new day out there [Verse 4] But you just- gotta climb out of that hell so please just Listen to me I know your stuck in this hell right here On earth and nobody knows what you Goin' trough I do I understand The blades the pills the booze been there done that And yet this song sounds so upbeat And I can't go a day without Prozac sh** But f** ill just tell you this You either drop the ball or grab both balls in your shorts Go out there and rebuild your life I know it will be tough and it Don't matter if you're broke, money body and soul The world don't give a sh** and you carry a cross Get ready to fight I can see, misery, but you've had enough Yeah, I know that it's been tough That that person's gone that you're not sure you can go on But you're still here so forgive yourself and go on [Bridge] Cause everytime the lights go off I still see her smile in the dark of the night And everytime I close my eyes I feel it all fading to black But I'm still here Piece by Piece Still Rebuilding Piece by piece Still fighting Piece by piece And there's no denying the wolf is taking over tonight [Verse 5] And they broke your heart, and you feel so much guilt and disgust For your own, but the wounds will heal And the scars'll always be part of your past And it defines your life, but believe me you ain't that Forgiving yourself, shedding tears as you come to understand That what you did to others and yourself ain't who you are The sh** you went through, the people you hurt Those who you betrayed and love turned to hate It all goes away And they will forget about you So take it as a chance Wiped, now a clean sleight Rebuild that life, rehash that pain Break the window get out of the state Now you have gasoline made of hate Take yourself for who you are Cause It's all we ever have We don't get a second chance I already wasted 16 years of my life Damn it goes so fast I already k**ed someone I already left behind My soul my mind And I embrace who I am Come what may Cause the wolf is k**in' time