Connor Samways - Dear Dad lyrics

[verse 1] All this pain you put me through, don't you realise what you've done? You've trapped yourself out of fun You left us cold hearted,you're done, never coming back to your biological son? I used to think that it was all because of me, the way you just left, but I guess it's in our genes Your dad left you, and then you left me, you're like the devil in hell and I hope you die painfully You never gave me nothing, so why should I pay you back for never ever caring? You're whack My mother didn't do nothing to deserve that, she bought up well, unlike you, you f**ing useless twat [Chorus] I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and stuck around, not a stupid piece of sh** that always makes me f**ing sad I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and been my f**ing dad, not a stupid piece of sh** that always seems to make me sad. (why did you do it? please answer me dad. You know what? f** you.) [verse 2] Do you even know my birthday? That question runs through my brain everyday Ever since the day you went away, well for you 'daddy Dave', that was day one Sometimes a record that you never hung around for long You know why? Cause when I look up in the sky, I see my whole future, I'm the father figure type of guy And it's all because of you that I realise how a man should be and what a man should be like Did you ever think about, all the possibilities of growing up with me, like normal families? Living a dream of having a son, if you'd have stayed you could've been my number one Well I hope you're enjoying life, living with your new wife, and you realise that you were never worth it I wish you never met my mum and that you were dead, so I don't know how to show sympathy, just anger like you instead [Chorus] I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and stuck around, not a stupid piece of sh** that always makes me f**ing sad I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've stuck around and been my f**ing dad, not a stupid piece of sh** that always seems to make me sad. (you know what? Let's do it again, f** you) [verse 3] I hope you see this and realise that you wanna die, you've caused me too much pain every single tear I cry I wouldn't call you a boy, let alone a man, I wanna k** you, I hope you realise who I am I wanna k** you, said I wanna k** you Why do I pretend all this pain is alright? When it never really has been, has it? Nah [Chorus] I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and stuck around, not a stupid piece of sh** that always makes me f**ing sad I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and been my f**ing dad, not a stupid piece of sh** that always seems to make me sad I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've been a man and stuck around, not a stupid piece of sh** that always makes me f**ing sad I never wanna see you, I never wanna be you, if I ever see you, I'd probably k** you Should've stuck around and been my f**ing dad, not a stupid piece of sh** that always seems to make me sad. (make me sad, make me sad) -I might have some of the lyrics wrong, feel free to correct.-