Conditions - Not Giving Up...Not Yet lyrics

Another day that feels like falling As I hear direction calling me Away from those paths I chose When I was twenty-three And I know it's detrimental 'Cause when I miss my potential I can hardly sleep But when I do I die in all my dreams 'Cause it pains me to think Could I have been better in another life I don't want to know I have come this far and I'm not giving up (Not yet, not yet, not yet, no) Though I gamble with everything I love (Not yet, not yet, not yet) I can't live a perfect life And I know that there's no answer But I know that I'm not giving up I'm not giving up And I trade these easy vices For an end to sacrifices I have run my hands through heaven And I have dipped my feet in hell But my days have served me well I know how to lose everything And pick up where I fell But it pains me to think Could I have been better in another life I don't want to know If I could try another life How would I know I'd get it right A different man, a different mind Another soul with time to feel alive I can't live this perfect life And I won't care if there's an answer I'm not giving up