Concubine - The Blackout lyrics

The panic starts rushing through my veins Struggling to feel free for once Pull out my heartstrings and tie me down She still breathes from my lungs Blackout, or am I blind? Another sleepless night I won't let go Collapsing into a new dark void Without any sense of control Every night, running towards the red lights In hope of finding home again Blackout, or am I blind? Another sleepless night We've lost all hope If this night never comes to an end And if everything I gave up meant nothing at all k** all the lights in this town, because I'm not waking up And silhouettes are dancing side by side in this mirrored room Even though I'm a million miles away from the curse that carries your name I will never be free You're an echo in every breath Enslaved by structures built in your name And every pale memory is engraved within me And so I start running against the wall With d**h as my finish line I could scream your name a thousand times In the middle of the night, and it wouldn't change a single thing Yet I'm still waiting for this spark to ignite And I'm nothing, until you say I am not And I'm nothing, until you say I am not And I'm nothing, until you say I am not Without hope, there is no me Without love, there is no us