Comet Gain - My Defiance lyrics

I hope this, I want this, I need this I won't be led ? Apathy has filled me Oh brother can this really be the end Nothing ever happens to people like me Where time grows slow Where there's nowhere to go But I won't be k**ed easy 'Cause I feel free Here comes the chorus now I found something that I thought was gone My defiance is my number one I really don't know where we get it from My heart is broken and my brain is split in two The look on a young girl's face When she turns on her first record player I need that and I want that I'll grab this sensation by the throat Today's about the feelings The love in our eyes The dancing in your bedroom ? So get up and use me but don't sell me Here comes the chorus now I've been looking for it all my life My defiance stays there by my side Helps me conquer you When my heart is broken and my brain is split in two I want you, I need you I want this, I need this I hope this emotion won't be tainted I get so I won't know How to go back to the shell I was For every single person there's a shock in the heart I feel the burning, turning, beating possible This song is about hope, desire Here comes the chorus now Now I keep something i thought was gone My defiance is my number one I'm not scared no more 'Cause my heart is broken and my brain is split in two I want you, I need you