Comeback Kid - Losing Patience lyrics

I was looking forward to this day for so long I had it all planned out I was hoping it'd all work out I was losing patience You know it's never been my best trait Counting minutes, hours, counting days Then it dawned on me Unpredictabilty I told myself everything's just fine You worry too much, it's gonna eat you alive I was looking forward to this day for so long I had it all planned out I was hoping it'd all work out Will it all work out Now I feel exposed Like a black light on the wall in a darkened room All the dirt appears You can see my fears I don't want to let my guard down You know I never had the feeling That you would prey on my insecurities You know I never had the feeling That you would prey on these insecurities I have Why is this wait taking so long Counting minutes, hours, counting days I'm losing patience Don't think this means I'm walking away I won't let fear get the best of me Now it's up to me I wouldn't change a thing (Don't think this means I'm walking away)