Columbus - Toss & Turn lyrics

I wish I had the guts to say what's on my mind I think about it all the time, I think about it all the time I know I lied, when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry But I wasn't the arrowhead, I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to d**h I know I lied but I never had the guts to say that I'm sorry And I know I might have ruined everything And I'm sick to my stomach, but I've got to be honest with myself Things can't always go well But I wasn't the arrowhead, I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to d**h I know I lied but I never had the guts to say that I'm sorry And I just feel so empty on your pillow (some nights I don't even close my eyes) I Toss and turn beneath the sheets (never felt so hollow in my life) And if you left I wouldn't care And if you left I wouldn't care I wish I had the guts to say what's on my mind I think about it all the time, I think about it all the time I know I lied, when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry But I wasn't the arrowhead, I was the one who drew the bow, but I was being choked to d**h I know I lied when I said I had to leave tonight and I'm sorry And if you left I wouldn't care (some nights I don't even close my eyes) And if you left I wouldn't care (never felt so hollow in my life)