Colony 5 - Suicidal lyrics

It's late again I'm finishing up and going to bed Completely drained My body is like a plant before the rain No life sparks left Suicidal, I'm crawling near the edge Nothing seems nice anymore I'm so f**ed up So sorry for the world Suicidal that's what I am I have no feelings left for life itself My monotonous life will disappear Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god What have I done so wrong I try to live my life the way I was taught Come kick me hard Kick me until I wake up No life sparks left Suicidal, I'm crawling near the edge Nothing seems so right anymore I'm so f**ed up So sorry for the world Suicidal that's what I am Suicidal that's what I am I have no feelings left for life itself My monotonous life will disappear Bring down Jesus and let him slave me before my god Suicidal that's what I am Suicidal that's what I am Suicidal that's what I am Suicidal that's what I am