As a singer or a song Trying to change my mind Trying to push me over One way or another To release me or to smother It's hard to remember what I want To love me or don't bother It's hard to remember what I want As a movie or a show Influencing my morals It's a feeling It is stronger Than lust or love itself I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills Stabilizers Neutralizers Ultra strong Harmonizers I am sorry I promise. I tried to hurt myself And not you Can't bare it or tear it Out of my thoughts Can't bare it or tear it Out of my thoughts I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills Stabilizers Neutralizers Ultra strong Harmonizers I am sorry I promise. I tried to hurt myself And not you I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I hurt you I had run out of my pills I am sorry If I failed you I had run out of my pills