Coldrain - Vena lyrics

Suffocating while I'm still breathing Is this for nothing? Why can't I explain What this all means to me? I'm drowning in the blood that built my core I've carried this fear in my mind for so long Taking me down, I'm here flat on the floor I've spent half my life writing songs to belong But somehow I still find myself wanting more Suffocating while I'm still breathing Is this for nothing? Why can't I explain What this all means to me? I'm drowning in the blood that built my core f**