days go by where i don't leave my own head you don't wanna know when i just sit there i'm so far away from who i wanna be and who you want me to be you know we don't stand a chance in this world when there's no cracking up and there's no backing down from what they throw at you i look in your eyes they're so true i know where you've been and what they did to you a century of fakers showed me there's no way to hide i just can't face you or myself no matter what i try can't look back now there's just one way out when the ends can't meet you wanna end yourself and you don't wanna know you turn away from the truth the state that i'm in well i don't blame you when the curtains draw and it's the last straw all i have to say i'm sorry i can't change and though i wanted to do you know how i see you you're free, you're not like me a cool decade of fakers showed me there's no way to hide i just can't face you