Cold War Kids - Cabaret lyrics

I'm dreaming from a subway car, leaving my shoes for that seven story mountain I cant remember ever climbing anything Because my fingers are snapping two years past now with nothing to show I tried to go because I'm all bruised up searching for the road. And what am I to look for? How will I know when I find it? In the country or the city? I peep my head round every building. Im making up for lost time now giving everything I own to the kids on my street. And I can rest a**ured they need it so much more than me. I cant explain it, cant explain it, but it feels like somebody lifted. I cant explain it but it feels like some weight is gone. And could you use some help, sir? I cant offer you no money. How bout some strong advice, sir? You can climb better than any other. Sometimes I worry bout my friends and their lives, they get me so overwhelming. I seen their lives had pa**ed, had pa**ed just with one blink of an eye. And making so sure they cant leave me once and youre leaving me two toned. I cant believe I let the things I hear inside this room. And what am I to live for? I cant count on any other. And things are running rather way past due and I cant complain. And all the fights I fight are way past due and I cant complain.