Cold Cave - Nausea, The Earth and Me lyrics

Tell me why do I try to find a way out When this hole leads me back to a hole Tell me how does strength make a difference When all I ever strongly feel is indifference Watching smoke explore the can*ls of my body From c**aine to caffeine and all in between Disgusting family sitting in a restaurant Pa**ing animals and stories around the table Child actor in art school explores perversion Like an unwanted roach dancing in your ear Tell me why am I even listening When you've never said a thing I want to hear