Code Poets - Dust lyrics

[Phase Fate] Some days I look twice in the mirror Some days its a glance But it's so much clearer Usually wipe the sweat off the gla** I look through infinite paths Repeat many times over The same thought pa**ed sober Now drunk crying on shoulders Girls and boys Lend me lobes to listen close Like its supposed to be the focus But really I'm just goin' through motions Just to keep from drowning in oceans From love potions to false notions of hope A mixed bag of emotions and dopamine I'm clean but my head ain't free of disease I can't take d** To fight it off Just take time and struggle to write songs It's been so long since I righted wrongs of mine And those voices keep findin' me I just keep ignorin' lies and hope The second-hand smoke doesn't cloud my vision It may be treason, may mean prison But there's only one ideal condition Situation amounts to this decision [Off Topic] What goes on in your mind? Who am I? Watch clocks all the time And wonder why I'm hypnotized This a dedication To my own maturation And the one who caused the realization Waited so long, so patient So faceless So what? Long as I'm on the playlist One time for the writers who got nothing to say Who would die for the money Cause it pays for the pain They finance a feeling and roll up the change Shoot for the high score arcade Would they do it if they knew that the cords were frayed And the power would be out by the next day? Waited so long, so patient So nameless So what? So old, so ageless So blameless for mistakes so famous I run circles til I can't keep chasing And collapse Run myself over on the next lap Making things worse, but I can't relax Worry about, "What if this?" or "Maybe that?" When I should focus my energy and face the facts When I should go for broke til I brake my back Carry a pen with me It's like a friend to me Writes articulate eulogies of my enemies And pa**ionate love letters From a fragile part of me And letters home to my family I know they miss me I miss me too But don't cry mom, I'll be home real soon [AGM] I'm half crazy All for the love of you It won't be a stylish marriage We can't afford a carriage But you'll look sweet Upon the seat Of a bicycle built for two [Off Topic] Excuse me if I'm out of place Woke up a year later in a new space All seems like a dream that I had Life pa**ed so fast What will I see when the dust settles? Excuse me if I'm out of place Woke up a year later in a new space All seems like a dream that I had Life pa**ed so fast Where will I be when the dust settles? [Phase Fate] (repeat chorus) [Off Topic] (repeat chorus) [Phase Fate] (repeat chorus) [Off Topic] (repeat chorus)