Cocteau Twins - Evangeline lyrics

Sorrow for letting someone else define you Know who you are at every age What impression am i making? I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, i'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back i can't stop feeling now I had to fantasize I was a princess, mum and dad were queen and king I ought to have what feeling? I see me as other people see me There is no going back I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, i'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back i can't stop feeling now Feeling now There is no going back, and I can't stop feeling now I am not the same, i'm growing up again I am not the same I'm growing up again There's no going back i can't stop feeling now I had to fantasize Just to survive I was a famous artist Everybody took me seriously Even those who did Never understood me I had to fantasize Just to survive