Clouds - Heartless lyrics

I could spend the evening with my head in a book I could laugh all night if I want to Or take out a telescope and look at Sirius Distant and blue just like your eyes, just like you At night I lie awake just staring into the dark A pattern of believing shapes itself A whisper of cold drifts in and clouds my view Winter doesn't speak and strangely, neither do you At night I lie awake staring At night I lie awake staring At night I lie awake, awake, awake... And sometimes I wonder if I've done the right thing In getting involved with a silent partner I could spend the rest of my life living like this: Nobody to suit except myself Or I could pour out my heart; serve it up in a cup to you Would you feel safer if I was heartless too? At night I lie awake staring At night I lie awake staring At night I lie awake, awake, awake...