Closure In Moscow - Sweet#hart lyrics

I lay awake stuck by this fickle thorn I lay with you so they won't sink in their claws I lay awake while the beasts and the who*es Are dancing in, dancing in Dancing in the jaws of a landfill Am i ever gonna let you in before I see it coming? Systematic in decay I'm dying to feel what you feel now You've already been such a sweetheart And I know we all get scared We all get scared Too much head, but too little heart oh honey I want your touch, such a shame that I am numb honey Not meant to be this way Lover, lover, lover you'll never know You'll never know Because, lover, lover breathing down my neck Incendiary breath And still my lover is a burden Tell me something could you smell my fear? As I lay there Cringing on your bed Maybe my seed found purchase in your soil It's just a fight, a futile fight to feel connected I lay awake stuck by this fickle thorn Instead of tending to its prick I lay infected.