Closure In Moscow - Had to Put It in the Soil lyrics

Couldn't let you love me Had to put it in the soil Buried it and gave you to the night Didn't see it growing Then you wrapped me in its leaves Just in time for us to be torn asunder How long can we go on with just the remnants? Not fit to build a shelter but I'm trying all the same Couldn't let you love me Now I've put that in the soil Buried it and mourned into the night: "Such a beautiful heart Such a beautiful soul Lead me to your house Lead me home" How long can we go on with just the remnants? Not fit to build a shelter but I'm trying all the same I've lain beside you You've made me content It was always fleeting Couldn't let you love me Now I've put that in the soil Buried all the times that I was hesitant