Clive Nolan - The Girl I Was lyrics

Amelia: How can one moment – the smallest event Tear away your dreams, destroy all your defences This k**ed my hopes, I felt my spirit die I lost the girl I was, my life became a lie How can one moment – The smallest event Fill me with such loathing and pa**ion for revenge Gardelle: I'm sorry to intrude. I was worried about you. Amelia: No need, I just wanted some time to think… Gardelle: Here, take my coat, you're shivering with cold Amelia: I did not notice, my thoughts were far away Gardelle: You are still there in that prison cell Amelia: I know you are trying to help Gardelle: You are still there, that's not hard to tell Amelia: You are kind for trying to help Gardelle: Don't let injustice of a heartless past Throw you to the whims of an endless darkness Amelia: Perhaps it is too late Gardelle: You are not alone now Amelia: Am I not? How can I bear – The cries of my past These wounds will never heal They're with me till the last Look at my heart, lying in the dust You took away my choice, you tore away my trust How can one moment – The smallest event Fill me with such loathing and pa**ion for revenge Nowhere to hide, I feel you're near There's a force inside and it draws me here The world spins around but time stands still I am caught in the grasp of a far darker will I've looked into the devils eyes I felt his cold embrace I'm sure there can be no disguise I cannot run and now he knows my face Nowhere to hide, I feel you're near There's a force inside and it draws me here The world spins around but time stands still I am caught – I am caught here – Caught here again There's a force inside and it draws me here The world spins around but time stands still I am caught in the grasp of a far darker will There's a force inside of me