Claus Wilgenbusch - In My Heart lyrics

The heaviness of my heart seems a burden to me Whatever they preach I have to look for people like me And so I have to join the wrong Unmindful of virtue I am eggier for The pleasure of love more than for salvation I am seized by desire but I have to keep the darkness night hidden In the depth of my heart It's the most bitter fate Fate is against me In love and virtue I am heartened by my promise I am downcast by my refusal There is nothing I need from anyone Expect love and respect and anyone Who can't give me those two things Has no place in my life be sure before I'll finish I intend to celebrate this hell I am involved in