Clams Casino - The Trip lyrics

[Verse 1: Di Lucid] Don't question my madness My Anger functions as an atlas I'm guided by the thought of living past this plight Never thought i'd be the last one left Never thought i'd ever feel so right I've been caught up in her grip so tight Living similar to Koston I'm rolling all night Off all types And I'm anxious to vanquish this fright I've been living in I'm just trynna get my conscious back Time ticks as the walls fall Really not happy at all Even though I have it all Said I'm really not happy at all Even though I have it all Put my thoughts in a box with my loss My vanitys gon' let me fall [Bridge: Di Lucid] We been living like ghosts for the most of our days Hoping that it pays off Only further to induce a common d**h Due to what our brain sought (x4) We been living like... GHOSTS [Verse 2: Di Lucid] I visit days where i've been worse And I cannot explain that feeling Reminiscing of how all the pain brings ceilings I'm sick of reminiscing lets contain those feelings And climb Leave behind all of the time Leave behind all of our minds We're probably better insane This much is what i've come to find I cannot close these doors I cannot clear the fog I cannot hope for more All I do is hope I fall I cannot expose my hate But notice that I know i'm wrong And I know I control my fate So dont attempt to bless my cause [Verse 3: Di Lucid] Stallin' Fallin' Sitting, waiting, wishing I'm Jack Johnson Call it Ready to repeat all of my actions I'm living through my songs Don't you pause it I'm able to keep a pulse until mornin' I won't stop Until my motherf**ing heart stops Imma keep on pushing to make jaws drop Imma keep on pushing to evolve Swallow every single tendency to crawl And proceed to leave my demons walking round burning crosses sh** Like Thank God Di Lucid done lost his sh** Thank god hes useful when off the sh**s If his music wasn't golden he'd be off the list Does that shed some light for yall? No I'm too f**ed up lets just go home I'm too trusted girl don't come close I'm a battle by myself about to implode Yeah I cannot close these doors I cannot clear the fog I cannot hope for more All I do is hope I fall I cannot expose my hate But notice that I know i'm wrong And I know I control my fate So don't attempt to bless my cause