CJTopOff - Shroom Skeletons lyrics

[Intro: Terence McKenna] .. For example, let's use Psilocybin as the model Here's how it works for me This is not tea, this is eating raw mushrooms It comes on more slowly, so after an hour or so... [Verse 1: CJTopOff] Skeletons up in my closet and they come out to play Been a f** up since birth on the 18th of May Remember back in middle school Used to give out mixtapes Found one in the lunch room laying flat on it's face Like, spit in my face Society made me feel disgraced Now I'm not talkin' 'bout p**n but you f**ers gone lay You puppets gone pay All you do is b**h and obey Talk about the land of free but then you live like a slave You dig your own grave When you trust everything that they say You love to fight the black and white so now yo whole life is grey I found out for myself back when I used to pray It make you feel all better but the problems they stay Used to have a girlfriend who made me feel like sh** Torture me for 5 years and I stayed like a b**h Now I'm cryin' on the computer and I'm cuttin my wrist People tell me "Talk to God" but I don't think he exist It's 2012, people saying that the world 'bout to end I'm fourteen and I'm hopin' that I'm first out this b**h I'm tired of this sh** I just wanna lie in a ditch Stop lying you b**h Now she keep to[?] crying and sh** [Chorus (x2)] I ate some shrooms and it turned me to a skeleton I was so scared n***a Had to smoke a cigarette The universe told me I wasn't ready yet And even though I am the devil I'm still Heaven sent