CJTopOff - I Think Too Much lyrics

[Verse 1] Posted by myself again I'm smoking while I grip the pen Floating like the ocean with emotions that I hold within I remember back in childhood when I didn't have a friend I was so depressed and I accepted it would never end Every night I prayed to Christ but still I could not find the light Looked into my heart I felt so wrong like what the f** is right One day when I woke up I found out the humans lied to me They said I was free but still controlled oh what Irony If their is a God up in the sky then he's denying me Blinded by emotion now I'm crying I can't even see First time that I hit the weed it gave me an epiphany Life is f**ing meaningless but somehow it is meant to be Searching for knowledge rejected a college Cuz life is much more than the green in your pocket I'm disconnected I'm out of the socket My mind is an island it's sunny and tropic High like a rocket I drip like a faucet My mind is a gun I just aim it and co*k it All of these rappers they sounding the same but I get on the beat and I'm changing the topic Speaking this message It comes from my essence I'm curing my self with no Anti-depressants I'm feeling gifted like I was a present I gifted my curses, my birthdays, my presents. [Outro] I'm up/ I'm up/ I'm up/ I'm up Up in the sky I'm floating so high Up in the sky I'm floating so high Up in the sky, Floating so high Up up in the sky floating floating so high floating so high up in the sky