Citizen - Nail In Your Hand lyrics

I complicate you for your fellowship Manipulate my fix, predetermine your sin I am your only wish My baby's silhouette, she's growing out of it I could've savored it Instead, I let it slip I am your weight A blessing from a family fugitive I blame myself, I give my soul for it, I love myself for it I've seen the aftermath of a once honest man I am a product and you are just here to sell A sudden spiral into me You are blooming into disease Feel the weeks turn into mold A nail in your hands is the only thing you can believe You are vast, you're someone that I envy Wash your hands until you are clean Feel my arms around me Sink my nails into something beautiful I am immovable, you are disposable I am impossible Float in my firmament, the world as I see it Nothing is certain but I've become permanent