Chucki Beats - Take It Away lyrics

[Verse] Dear God, it's been a while since we spoke last Friends still ask if I think about my past Friends still asking if i think about her You wouldn't believe all the emotion that stirs Nowadays everything seems so confusing I don't know where I'm going with the decision in choosing Makes me wonder about the plans you got for me Will it be music or a college degree God this music thing is what i love It's something i really don't want to give up But I feel the more i do it, the more i'm in danger Because the guy in my mirror is looking like a stranger I remember a few times when i felt you weren't there When i'd go outside, look up and just stare Pray a little, just hoping for an answer Hoping that my words were more than just chatter This whole thing started as a way to k** time A way to get stress up off my mind The more I did it, the more I became pa**ionate Now I can't imagine my life without it It's weird, Its seems like it's became a part of me It's almost second nature when i get on a beat But it seems everytime I get on that instrumental I got people trying to attack my mental Telling me I'll never make it, Telling me I'll never be good enough Telling me I'll never be able to survive the cut But yo, I'm pretty thankful for that Because if it wasn't for hate, I wouldn't be half Sitting, contemplating where I'll be in a year Record labels on the phone wanting a deal Dont know where I'll be but I know one thing I'm going to make you proud my friend