Chubz - My Beautiful lyrics

[Intro: Chubz] Oh Yeah Oohh Yeah [Verse 1: Chubz] Yeah, as I write this, it's 2012 January 31st, & I'm just praying you're doing well I'm in the waiting room, they gave you anesthesia Just said I'll see ya later, but I can't wait till I can see you You raised such a believer of the greater things I wanna give you the scene of a life you would've never dreamed, I Just want to see you smile, knowing I gave you that But my biggest fear is not being able to ever pay you back, so I'm working at this dream, forever clocked in So I can love you on a level Cupid couldn't comprehend More stunning than the Mona Lisa shot The respect I give this woman is more respect than Aretha got Becoming a man, it's funny, a woman taught me how To treat my ladies, I'm black Ken to these Barbie dolls A gentleman would probably call me a gentleman now So stand up mama, you deserve a bow Thank you for never giving in My jaw dropped when I heard this surgery would prevent you from having a kid again But when my jaw fell, your response was flawless It's okay, God blessed me with my son & my daughter, I smiled! With that statement, you flipped my frown around, cheesing Inspired me to write this, now my friends know the reason I do this, trying to make it kosher like a Jewish Taught me to deal with these squares, now I'm good at a Rubik's Choosing wasn't in the plan, I landed in the perfect stomach You raising me set my standards high for my perfect woman And now I'm taking my time, see I ain't rushing nothing And it's because of you the game can say I'm up & coming [Speech: Chubz] And if you didn't know by now This is for my beautiful mother [Verse 2: Chubz] It was the 2nd day of June in 1991 One minute you in excruciating pain, the next you had a son I was chilling, waiting for the dark to turn bright Patiently waiting to finally see what you would look like God gave me the cue, I didn't know what to do He showed me which way to move, I cried 'cause I was finally due I have no clue how I lucked up But I kicked my way out the vaginal, and I was like what's up Thought I was handsome, but your beauty was unbelievable Then y'all named me after a prophet, Ezekial You always told me that I would be big some day With my biblical name, & birth on a Sunday Being your first child, your first trial & error Thinking back, I never realized how much we learned together You said when learning, experience is the only pro And now I feel like I finally know, ya know [Speech: Chubz] Kimberly Shontel Payne, remember the name 'Cause that'll be the person to blame If I were to ever gain fame Oh Yeah Oohh Yeah [Verse 3: Chubz] So this is to the story before my time Back in '74, before I was on anybody's mind 13 days inside of October Also on a Sunday, our connection is something I've taken pride over And you were grandma's number 1 But you always told me life was so hard, you had to raise yourself young Real, real young Playing with your toy, that was a baby boy, bet you didn't think that soon you'd have a real son A baby having a baby grew into such a lady Life harder than Goliath, mama played Davie Had her going crazy, no slacking when she was lazy 'Cause like she got her salary up, she just wanted to raise me Rightly, & though it seems unlikely Her list of goals for raising me got more checks than Nikes 17 years of ache & love, & then you had Chubz Wow, what a beautiful cub he was [Speech: Chubz] Haha I love you mama You know, I do this for you I mean, yeah I'm head over heels for the music and all, but I honestly do this for you 'Cause I feel like I'm not living till the day you do [Outro]