Chubby Jag - The Grieveing Process lyrics

(Chorus) I've been lonely I've been waiting for you I'm pretending and that's all I can do The love I'm sending Ain't making it through to your heart (Verse 1) Pops dead, mama used to work alot Needed my own sh**,it had me on my terf alot I barely pray used to be up in the church alot But stress will get you down I be rolling up the purple lot All the n***a have his dreams where the f** is we going Show and tell, we ain't tell but f** it we show it About time a n***a shining, home f**ing we glowing Out of drinks but I ain't tripping homie, f** we blowing Coke, b**hes, music, rockstar sponsored links Flashing on 'em like I'm in front of a cop car Jack of all trades Lil Biggie with the Pac bars My flow raw holmes, someone say that it's rock hard Never thought that I get paid for a verse Even paid for a show I should be layed in a hearse Keep chilling watch us hussle when the streets dealing For crack addicts it's black magic I'm Meek Mill ,Chubby (Chorus) I've been lonely I've been waiting for you I'm pretending and that's all I can do The love I'm sending Ain't making it through to your heart (Verse 2) I was dead broke waiting for a cheque to come But that's like one head waiting for a neck to come f** the law, where I'm from we accept the gun If you gonna bring a n***a bring it, don't expect to run You think Cash trouble he call me the reckless one I f** with eses I got all I connect this one I love weed though I'm f**ing with the meds Got that old school feeling sound like Busta with the dreads I be taking b**hes home got 'em bustin' in the bed Never sell I never told I won't say nothing to the feds I be grinding all day homie, really don't deserve the critics I promise your wife a whole lot but she deserve to get it I wanted right , how did I make it so wrong Got that feeling that it's coming but it's taking so long Chubby, why do I feel I'm in the f**ing curse I swear depending on another is the f**ing worse P-dog , Larsony fam you know the team Grind till we make it home , my motto is show the green 'Bout 5 so it's nothing I be bust in flames A lil weed , a lil lean for this f**ing pain n***a clouded , got me standing in the f**ing rain All this bread for this f**ing game (Chorus) I've been lonely I've been waiting for you I'm pretending and that's all I can do The love I'm sending Ain't making it through to your heart