Christon Gray - Try Again lyrics

[Hook: Christon Gray] Tryna to give you what you need But I barely have enough for me I'm tryna to give you what you need But I barely have enough for me [Verse 1: Tragic Hero] I feel the burden I feel the envy I'm feelin' empty that's a point of entry And I convince myself that I've been sent to fail My dad is sick I haven't heard from Mom I feel kinda bad we don't spend no time I worry 'bout my sister hope she finds a sign I hope an angel's sent that's workin' overtime [?] The realest songs are too hard to write Man I'm not alright I heard the bell I'm too tired to fight Deep down I think my wife is on the verge Of leavin' me behind she fights the urge And we don't have a child she's givin' birth And I don't have that much to offer her It sounds so good to be a father Wash my face in [?] water Yesterday I said I'll change tomorrow I get paid to spend and I don't save Life takin' turns I ain't been in church In about a month my job only takes That ain't what I want I'm still in the hood I sleep wit' a gun If there's one word to describe the feelin' It'll be confused you'd be surprised Life is a beach with a receding line The sands in the gla** will deceive the eyes You take half the pill to go to sleep Smoke a cig' hold your head you sober now 'Cause time don't stop for no one now The oldest child if I'm so broke now let me hold a smile Hold my hands when they hand me cuffs Hold my hands when they hand me cuff links I'm not sure if I got a crush Or the rush that you get from lusting I'm insecure insecure Left thirty but I enter pure Hope the interviewers ignore my sin I intend to cure The words and feelings have intercourse Did I cross the line? Or did I cross your mind? And it seems I want to go back to that tree For seconds that there's a loss of time I want to swim with no gills sleep with no pills To bleed and don't k** breathe and hold still And stop Just stop [Bridge] Keep goin' keep goin' Just everyday people with some Tryna give you what you need Just everyday people with some problems [Hook: Christon Gray] Tryna to give you what you need But I barely have enough for me [x4] [Bridge] Even when I don't understand When I don't understand I know a way to make it better [Hook: Christon Gray] Tryna to give you what you need But I barely have enough for me [Bridge] Want me to try again But I can't fix what I don't understand Keep goin' keep goin' Keep goin' keep goin' Get used to runnin' wit' me You ain't goin' [Hook 2: Christon Gray] You want me to try again But I can't fix what I don't understand [x2] [Bridge] I believe in tomorrow baby But I believe in today even more Keep goin' keep goin' Even when I don't see you Keep goin' keep goin' keep goin'