Christofer Drew - Awful lyrics

One, two, three, four It's an awful way to feel You feel so low like you can't go on But don't you fear my dear You're the only thing that keeps me feeling Anything at all Close your eyes and ease your troubled mind Ah ah ah ah Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place It's so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I can't do anything quite right I swear I'm trying It's so awful I'm awfully awful Today It's a complex sort of thing The type of thing that I don't like to Sing with all my heart Emotions fade the nightmares start And I can't waste my time I close my eyes and ease my troubled mind Ah ah ah ah Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place It's so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I can't do anything quite right I swear I'm trying It's so awful I'm awfully awfully awful Today I'm waking up for the first time Since I lost track of my ways I took my last pill last night I'm waking up for the first time The last time Ah ah ah ah Sometimes in the middle of the night I wake up and roll out of bed And wonder why I even woke up in the first place It's so awful Then to make the matters even worse I swear my love I have a curse I can't do anything quite right I swear I'm trying It's so awful I'm awfully awfully awfully awful Today