Christina Perri - Wonderful lyrics

Can't believe my eyes Could they possibly be deceiving me on the other side Of the picture screen your kissing Somebody I laugh because you say she's wonderful I laugh because you say she's wonderful And she's nothing like me How long must I wait for my jealousy to take a break? You know it's so unlike me to secretly wanna fight with faith It's really you that I hate But I laugh because you say she's wonderful I laugh because you say she's wonderful And she's nothing like me I wanna know what this means There remains a slate to be clean Please don't let this, don't let this become The d**h of me Forgive me Forgive me