Chris Staples - Diary lyrics

Went to France with your mom I go crazy when your gone Water the plant Check the mail Met the neighbor Just moved in She plays the violin Holds the note Draws the bow I wanted to feel so close I feel so far away Saw your diary by the bed Thought about it for a minute and read A few lines and put it down again My curiosity, it got the best of me And I had to read every word you wrote I wanted to feel close I feel so far away I don't want to give up Not yet I don't want to look back With regret I just want to hold on To what we've got