Pulling up the floorboards Looking for a new start Trying to find that buried heart Clawing at the windows Haunted by the blood flow I'm trapped in a trap You're trying to make contact There's just some things that nobody knows Gonna take the A train I wanna take it downtown See if anyone's around Have a drink or two Trying hard to forget about you My friends think I'm stupid Never had to live through what you did There's just some things that nobody knows Bitter taste of you on my tongue Coughing, keeping me up until dawn But I'll never have to deny it Because I know You're keeping quiet